Thursday, May 21, 2015

My Creative Vision

I've tried to figure out exactly who I am and what I'm supposed to do with my life for years now. Yeah I'm only 24 and I have time, but, I want to have a general idea. I want to know so I can build on it and find out more about myself. 

My latest endeavor has been illustrating pieces of literature that I have written. Most are lyrical ballads and the art that goes with them mainly one subject. That is my choice and my reasoning right now. I want my art to convey a message and my writing to form an image in your mind. I want my creativity to be felt, not just seen. Here are examples of what I'm working towards:




I'm Listening 

Speak to me,
Telepathically,
So I can feel,
How you feel...
I'm ready to be,
The other half of who you are,
The other half of what you need,
What's missing to make you happy...
Answer my pleas,
I'm not trying,
To bother you,
But get your attention...
Asking my questions,
Trying to keep it simple...

I'm listening,
To see what I'm missing,
I've overlooked,
Something you've said...
My heart hears yours,
Calling it from its safe place,
Making it beat faster,
Inside of me...
The excitement,
You're causing,
Keeps me guessing,
What's coming next...
I'm listening,
So speak up baby...

Stepping into the shade,
Keeping my silence,
Waiting for you to proclaim,
Your presence...
I look around,
Waiting for a sound,
A sign telling me,
That you're close...
No one needs to understand,
Nothing has to make sense,
Only you and I get it,
And that's how it's supposed to be...
Open your mind willingly...
Connect with me...

I'm listening,
To see what I'm missing,
I've overlooked,
Something you've said...
My heart hears yours,
Calling it from its safe place,
Making it beat faster,
Inside of me...
The excitement,
You're causing,
Keeps me guessing,
What's coming next...
I'm listening,
So speak up baby...

Speak up so it's clear,
Let me know that you're certain,
That you're here,
Here for me...
Here to grow,
And join together,
Become one,
With me spiritually...
I can't wait,
To feel your energy,
Work with mine,
In perfect harmony...
This feels so right,
But what are you thinking?

What's your idea,
About this whole situation,
This whole experience,
Of finally meeting....
What do you see,
As the next move,
We need to make,
To keep this going strong...
Did I have you all wrong...
And truly what I'm needing ,
To progress forward...
I'm hearing everything,
I'm listening and it's all become clear....

I'm listening,
To see what I'm missing,
I've overlooked,
Something you've said...
My heart hears yours,
Calling it from its safe place,
Making it beat faster,
Inside of me...
The excitement,
You're causing,
Keeps me guessing,
What's coming next...
I'm listening,
So speak up baby...

Kristen LeBlanc




Day Dream


Rattle the cage,
Screaming,
But no one,
Can ever hear me...
The harder I try,
The lower my voice,
The lower the echo,
Seems to be...
Am I alone?
Am I seeing things?
Am I the only one,
Who can't be seen?
All this outside noise,
Keeps me hidden behind the scene...

Wake me,
From this nightmare,
I can't be living,
This way...
None of this,
Can be real,
And I'm sick,
Of fighting...
My hopes,
Become simply,
Day dreams,
That are so far from my reach...
I'm not happy,
Watching this same movie play...

Rattling the cage,
As I belt out,
A high note,
Stronger than my scream...
The bars shake,
They break,
And I stand weak,
Not knowing what's next..
I never thought,
I'd break free,
From that cage,
Or day dream...
Now I can change,
The ending...

Shake me,
From this imaginary,
Happiness,
Before I get too involved...
I'm so engaged,
From feeling this free,
Feeling so happy,
From my day dreaming...
Dreaming while I'm awake,
Not able to dream as I sleep,
So my mind projects,
These dreams onto my reality...
I'd ask again,
To be awakened,
But I'm too excited,
For things to go my way...

For things to be right,
For my hard life,
To finally,
Become easy...
I want things set right,
For the wrongs,
To come to light,
Instead of them staying lies...
That's why this feeling,
Of being my own friend,
My own hero,
Has to stay...
I'm too good for the world,
Too good to be heard...

I love this...
I love this...
Don't hate me,
For me never wanting to wake...
This feeling...
This feeling...
This day dream,
Needs to be my every day...
I don't want it to change,
Want it to remain,
I'm living on replay,
And that's fine...
I wish you could see what I'm seeing...
But this is my day dream...

Kristen LeBlanc



It may not make perfect sense to the world but it is what I want to do and continue to do. 





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