Friday, January 30, 2015

That Moment When The World Notices

Once I got over the stomach flu, I got back to exercising and eating the best I could.  I also started my first job at this time.  I had volunteered a year before at my local Community College's math lab.  They weren't hiring but liked how I tutored.  They told me that as soon as a position opened up, they'd let me know.  With making my own money, it became a lot easier to make better food choices since I was buying what I was going to be putting into my body.  Of course I  was only making minimum wage, 7.25 an hour, so it was a struggle to eat well.  I made do and by October 2010 I had already lost about 60 pounds.  I was on a roll and was confident that I could do this. 

At this same time, a local heritage festival was going on that my family always volunteered at.  When family friends who hadn't seen me in a while had seen me, questions were raised.  Was I starving myself? Did I have a surgery done? Was I sick?  These questions were quickly shot down because I knew better then to listen to them.  I had made a healthy change and my body was reflecting that.  By Christmas of that same year, I had lost about 85 total.  I hadn't been taking or posting photos anywhere so when people saw me at a holiday gathering, I was bombarded with looks and compliments.  I was glad people were noticing and happy for me because they knew my health was at stake.  I was only 19 at the time.  That's too young to be sick or ill.  I needed to make the change.  No one had to make me do it. It was a CHOICE.

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